got some stuff to share.
1) dayah tells me to scream at people who did something wrong. well i could, if i wanted to be really mean and embarass the person. but i assume they know something's wrong from the way i behave around them, so it's up to them to make it right. not me. cos im not the one at fault.
it's one thing to be apologetic about something you know or think u've done something wrong. it's another when u know something wrong and refuse to acknowledge it. it takes a man to say sorry and an asshole to just let ur friends down and disappoint them for ur lack of belief in them.
yesterday a friend told me about her passions in life and that she is not being appreciated for the things that she has done or currently doing. she has to fight for what she believes in. for some part of the conversation, i could relate to her cos my passion for something i care truly about has been taken away from me, cruelly and with intent. this is my opinion on it. till now, i have yet to get a proper talk from the people involved who think that me, being me, would not care about this "small" issue. to me, it's a big thing. by not coming out and showing your professionalism, i dare say that i have lost faith in them, in their team. i showed my true support as a friend, yet they show something harsh towards me, and i think it's a bit cruel to put your friend or perhaps to put it clearly, a former teammate in this position.
I just pray to God, that they see the light that they seek and I have forgiven them. But I have not forgotten this issue. Till i get what i deserve, which is a proper talk that is many weeks overdue, i shall remain quiet.
2) i was on my way to sgh with my prof and he brought up the subject about me writing a couple of journal articles. so i went with my disbelief look and he really is adamant that i have written those articles. and it happens to be that not ONE person has said it but a few. So im really amazed how stories can travel far and beyond in NUS. *shrugs*
1) dayah tells me to scream at people who did something wrong. well i could, if i wanted to be really mean and embarass the person. but i assume they know something's wrong from the way i behave around them, so it's up to them to make it right. not me. cos im not the one at fault.
it's one thing to be apologetic about something you know or think u've done something wrong. it's another when u know something wrong and refuse to acknowledge it. it takes a man to say sorry and an asshole to just let ur friends down and disappoint them for ur lack of belief in them.
yesterday a friend told me about her passions in life and that she is not being appreciated for the things that she has done or currently doing. she has to fight for what she believes in. for some part of the conversation, i could relate to her cos my passion for something i care truly about has been taken away from me, cruelly and with intent. this is my opinion on it. till now, i have yet to get a proper talk from the people involved who think that me, being me, would not care about this "small" issue. to me, it's a big thing. by not coming out and showing your professionalism, i dare say that i have lost faith in them, in their team. i showed my true support as a friend, yet they show something harsh towards me, and i think it's a bit cruel to put your friend or perhaps to put it clearly, a former teammate in this position.
I just pray to God, that they see the light that they seek and I have forgiven them. But I have not forgotten this issue. Till i get what i deserve, which is a proper talk that is many weeks overdue, i shall remain quiet.
2) i was on my way to sgh with my prof and he brought up the subject about me writing a couple of journal articles. so i went with my disbelief look and he really is adamant that i have written those articles. and it happens to be that not ONE person has said it but a few. So im really amazed how stories can travel far and beyond in NUS. *shrugs*
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