saturday. viva la anugerah.
possibly one of the more saddest moments of my life, albeit touching at the same time. mateen was probably man enough to cry in front of others, but i just couldnt. so i went down to the beach, sat there while the sun came down and jus thought about the things that have happened this past one year. and all my entire time in nus. and then my entire life. where would i be if i made different decisions in my life. would i be happier? would i be sad? or would i be just like how i felt as i sat there at the beach. when something moves you that much, either you will feel it or not. i felt the sincerity of the thank yous from the seniors. and also the performance by the juniors. sincerity is hard to come by these days. esp when they are sarcasm-laced. but u can really feel sincerity when you open your heart. which i did. so i sat there at the beach, thinking all these things. wishing for something better for all of us, in that room. prayed that we all wont get far from our destinies and that we would make decisions that would groom us, rather than break us. Insya'Allah.
as again. the meeting was scheduled for 15 mins, that ended up 3 hrs.
so thanks to the very people who have brought sadness, happiness, and all sorts of emotions into my life. changing it.
fez. kamal. faizal rawi. mateen. adhana. eo. imran. suzi. zuhailah. suhaila. wani. mimah. adisti. siti. shof. anita. lyna. haikal. faisal. 'asyurah. era. zahdan. zuraini. dayah.
sunday. pick up day!
had a really good time playing ultimate today. though didn't play wings, cos of the lack of gd people playing today. i think i did a gd job playing at the back and handler. but it definitely could be better. have to work on the forearm throw. and getting my backhand to aim better. Insya'Allah, with more practice, i can be better.
monday. amazing movie marathon race. part 1.
company was great. movies were great. but my initial plan was to watch at least 5 movies at 5 different places. could be 6. if i start at 11. instead of 1pm. and ended way into the night at like 2plus. hee. but nonetheless, it was a good trial. so next time i know how to plan for this sort of thing. haha. i have crazy ideas. but i have few crazy friends who would want to be as crazy as me. haha.
and suddenly. i miss her.
possibly one of the more saddest moments of my life, albeit touching at the same time. mateen was probably man enough to cry in front of others, but i just couldnt. so i went down to the beach, sat there while the sun came down and jus thought about the things that have happened this past one year. and all my entire time in nus. and then my entire life. where would i be if i made different decisions in my life. would i be happier? would i be sad? or would i be just like how i felt as i sat there at the beach. when something moves you that much, either you will feel it or not. i felt the sincerity of the thank yous from the seniors. and also the performance by the juniors. sincerity is hard to come by these days. esp when they are sarcasm-laced. but u can really feel sincerity when you open your heart. which i did. so i sat there at the beach, thinking all these things. wishing for something better for all of us, in that room. prayed that we all wont get far from our destinies and that we would make decisions that would groom us, rather than break us. Insya'Allah.
as again. the meeting was scheduled for 15 mins, that ended up 3 hrs.
so thanks to the very people who have brought sadness, happiness, and all sorts of emotions into my life. changing it.
fez. kamal. faizal rawi. mateen. adhana. eo. imran. suzi. zuhailah. suhaila. wani. mimah. adisti. siti. shof. anita. lyna. haikal. faisal. 'asyurah. era. zahdan. zuraini. dayah.
sunday. pick up day!
had a really good time playing ultimate today. though didn't play wings, cos of the lack of gd people playing today. i think i did a gd job playing at the back and handler. but it definitely could be better. have to work on the forearm throw. and getting my backhand to aim better. Insya'Allah, with more practice, i can be better.
monday. amazing movie marathon race. part 1.
company was great. movies were great. but my initial plan was to watch at least 5 movies at 5 different places. could be 6. if i start at 11. instead of 1pm. and ended way into the night at like 2plus. hee. but nonetheless, it was a good trial. so next time i know how to plan for this sort of thing. haha. i have crazy ideas. but i have few crazy friends who would want to be as crazy as me. haha.
and suddenly. i miss her.
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