For the past few days, it's been a wild journey discovering somethings that could or could not have happened without the help of a few dear friends. The talk about marriage still shudders me or in khad's words, *twitch*. For some of us, we cant imagine doing the things our parents have been doing thus far. The thought of failing the next generation is such a burden that one must be responsible for. It works double for me. Perhaps that is why the burden or responsibility is shared between two. For what I am not, for what I cannot be are the things that perhaps the qualities i look for in my future partner. But right now, Im fairly contented with the friends whom I miss every single day. Their company, their wild antics and to sum it all up, their tolerance for my insanity. Heh.

Sharf made it all philosophical, asking me all sorts of questions regarding my greatest regrets and what i want to achieve before i die. I used to ponder about all these things about my life. which is kinda depressing to a certain extent. So, there were a lot of changes that occurred especially during the past year. i've become more mellow, less depressed and doing more things that i could have done many times before in my life. wonder where all the 20 years have gone, seriously. but wat the hey.

with nd's pestering, i managed to finish rent (the movie). a few words to ponder about.

there's only us
there's only this
forget regret
for life is yours to miss.

:)

take heed. maybe in a few years i'll look at this post and laugh. heh.