was talking to zat about her being my rabbit's foot. well technically. it was one off thing. cos she msged me den my speakers (from my laptop who zonked out the following day after i got my laptop repaired) suddenly could work again. but it went back to never never land the next day. oh well. jus to set things straight ya. but it would be a nice reenactment scene to cut off her foot like in saw. heh. i kid, i kid.

looking forward to xmen 3. i think i've been averaging a film every other day. which is quite bad. cos not doing work. dont feel like it. *shrugs* i brought this issue up to zat and told her tat quite possibly it may be the lack of drama in my life. maybe drama in my life could be good. but im not really complaining about that.

it's nice to meet people you know, but don't really know. i met this bunch of people off at sentosa quite some time back. we played ultimate frisbee. i think the best way to get to know people is how they play. i mean you don't have that emotional bond. not that deep anyway. but u know what they expect of you. and there's no obligations. which is pretty cool. i mean it's been sometime since i've actually looked forward to something week in and week out. it's a bit sad though that the field we're using is going to be dug up and replaced with a swimming complex. jus cos someone wants to win votes. people use that field for many things. i dont think swimming would create much happiness. but i have a warped view. heh.

this is a song i really have come to like hearing.. just heard off somewhere and it just got stuck in my head. apart from bon jovi of course.

so enjoy. the lyrics. it's not really sappy. so it's cool.

I've waited and given the chance again
I'd do it all the same but either way
I'm always out played up on your down days
I left in the right way to start again

Now watch me rise up and leave
all the ashes you made out of me
when you said that we were wrong, life goes on
just look at how long I've agreed
Now watch me rise up and leave
all the ashes you made out of me
when you said that we were wrong, life goes on
just look at how long I've agreed

Out of place like a gem on a coal face
lost on the right way, it's all the same
Cause I've had my hopes raised, right in the wrong ways
scared when you felt safe to start again

Now watch me rise up and leave
all the ashes you made out of me
when you said that we were wrong, life goes on
just look at how long I've agreed
Now watch me rise up and leave
all the ashes you made out of me
when you said that we were wrong, life goes on
you blew me away... away... away... away
repeat

I sink like a stone, I lost my control
I sink like a stone, I lost my control
I sink like a stone, I lost my control