heh. if u guys are not meant to see the last post. u're not meant to see it at all..

was talking to kenneth aka uncle wong about some stuffs. puts me into a really different perspective somewhat. the main gist of it is about asking too much from ur partner. well, everyone would say that "hey..i dont ask that much from him/her" heh. u're wrong. wat about the times u promised to call, but u didnt and u ended up arguing. or u never picking up the call or replying to smses that resulted in a tiff. ahh.. or waiting endless like a dumbass by the roadside while waiting for ur boifren to pick u up. well, those are just some of the examples. and right now, i think i should be getting back to my essay but watever. haha.

i was watching girl's clip for her class. well it was interesting. in a deep sense. haha. she and i think too much. i guess. but it was basically about relationships. and girl and i have been talking a lot about relationships. well not recently, but most of the time when we do chat. we sure did have our differences but i think she has been the one who's been totally honest with me. when i havent. but anyhoo. it's nice to have things back to how they were. well sorta. but reaching there soon. watever it is, im sorry girl. really am.

the clip she made was about relationships. about how people treat humans like objects and objects like humans. and the fact that watever goes around comes around. you treat ur partner like dirt, one day it's gonna haunt you and u'll be treated like dirt. same goes for you cutting in on ur fren's girl. same thing will happen to you. sucks. but like wat girl said, cest la vie.

dudette would like this part of the post. hahaha. haizad was on tv. with some weird girl. acting in 2 X 5 = dol. ahaha. but quite cute lah the couple and story. believable to the extent. call me crazy. but i hated how the girl pouted. sheesh. she's pretty. but the way she pouts is such a turn off! hahaha. but yeah. haizad, dudette. haizad. hahaha. but the story brings me to the fact that i have not been the man i want to be. stronger in religion and really having my priorities straight. and i would love to have my future wife to have that same inclination to want to learn more or at least bring me closer to God. heh. deep right. well, that's the way it is. i just dont want my kids to blame me for their inadequacies. *shrugs*

there are a few people i miss talking to. well. i cant name names here. but i hope you people are fine. and are doing well in everything. i cant be able to keep up with you due to certain constraints. but i hope and i pray you people stay healthy. you know who you are.

i've always had a knack for knowing whom i wanna know. this time it's no different. though the circumstances were different.heh (what the hell am i talking here) i guess i just want to see where this goes.

about the perfect person for you. according to girl and me and kenneth.

everyone is perfect. due to the balance of flaws and strengths. beauty is in the eye of the beholder. we want to see what we see. the person may be the best for you. and vice versa. you probably wont meet someone as good as that person. but it's a matter how much u want the next one that comes along to be in your life. no one can really replace anyone else. people are different essentially. but cest la vie. there is always someone you love more than the one you have.

peter parker loved gwen stacy more than mary jane
clark kent loved lana lang more than lois lane.

heh.