amidst everything that's been happening of late. those who are close to me will know how miserable life have been. so you do not know how life is right now. so dont freaking assume you know me at all.

regarding the last post about those relationships.. it's not directed at anyone. or with regards to anyone in particular. for the girl who is in that situation with her boyfriend right now, i can only wish you the best. and thanks for letting me putting up ur story. in this tense period, i think all relationships will be tested. jus a matter of how you get thru it. together.

i feel kinda lost. and im pretty down. apart from su dudette and sassy, no one really knows what's going on. but i just want to thank them for being there for me like they always have been. and thank you for ur prayers as well. right now, studying doesn't seem like much of a chore. cos i can't really focus. sigh.

God, please help me.