Tuesday, August 02, 2005

finally caught csi and alias on tv. after many many many months.

finally getting the rest i need. thank you for letting me off from work this week. but somehow too much rest removes you from the pace of the work u have been involved in. thus, u wouldnt want to go back.

let's share something about blogs.

you talk about ur life. you talk about ur day. sometimes u talk abit about others. bitch about others. ur crush. ur loved one. a poem. a song. things u wanna do. things u saw. things tat captivate you. or things that jus ruins the grin u have on ur face. heh.

i shouldnt be bothered about this. i shouldnt let it get to me. but yah. this is my side or at least what i think about it.

people should just mind their own business. people should decide for themselves who they wanna be friends with. people should have the right state of mind to judge whether the person is worthy of friendship.

no one's perfect. i dun see myself as perfect. yes, i have my freaking flaws. and yes, i do have people who have a bad impression of me. yes it hurts to know all these. especially from those who know me. and from those i treat as friends. or close ones that matter.

im thankful for those who didnt use hurtful words to stab me in the back. im thankful for those who didnt judge me at face value. im thankful for those who would bother about me. im thankful of those who made an effort to know me before deciding that what others say about me isnt true. basically im jus thankful for people who are my friends and behave so.

but then again, we are all entitled to our own opinions.

how mature u are. or immature. depends on you. and how u treat opinions and hearsay to be the truth. jus goes to show the narrowmindedness of ur brain. ur ability to learn.

honestly, i have never said fuck off to anyone who needed help. neither have i used help as a platform to get close to that person. im not that type of person.

YOU may think that. and i can type all i want and try to defend myself. but it is literally up to YOU. YOU decide how u think about ME.

with that said. I wanna go back to being happy. SO get a life.

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