honestly. there are very few people in this world who can irritate me. i would love to list their names down for the sake of my sanity (or lack of it) but i just dont see the need to. i mean, why would i want to list their names down. and change the mood of my blog.

im the sarcastic brooding thinker remember. heh. ryan atwood/seth cohen all lumped into one.

anywayz. next sem's a killer. why u ask?

5 psychology modules.
pl3233 cognitive psychology
pl3236 abnormal psychology
pl3241 personality and individual differences
pl3281 lab in cognitive psychology:memory and cognition
pl3880b emotions

i've always been interested in memory and dreams. not so much into disorders like schizophrenia and depression. but just these two topics amaze me. cos probably i have no long term memory watsoever. and dreams can be as vivid as reality.

oh. on top of that. gunning for a sixth module. either french or gen bio.

plus i need to work. to earn that extra bit of cash. been having cash-flow problems of late. cos my stupid restaurant hasnt paid me for work yet! and i so wanna go backpacking in europe next year.

atsign.asterisksign.hexsign.atsign.exclaimationmark.

there's also tutoring. gonna tutor my cuzz once a week for one and half hour each time. measly pay. cos it's family. watever nonsense. i do need to eat too.

den there's sports. i miss playing football with my team. who is made up of mostly njc seniors. hahaha. im not in nj. and im not the same age as them. so im wondering why im in the team. heh. cool bunch of people though. makes me feel im really like a wonderkid playing with them. cristiano ronaldo/wayne rooney type. maybe rio ferdinand lah. back in the old days.

miss ultimate frisbee. i wonder whether albert and the other muddy grasses remember me. it's been a year or so. sigh.

then there's floorball. people have asked me. whether i joined floorball for certain reasons. i said no. this plan to join back floorball has been in my mind since late last sem. i talked to faizal semang and faizal rawi about it... to ask how it is like. aida and amirul as well. yah. i do miss playing it. tho i think i blardy suck. cos of my fitness. it's one thing to try out for keeper and getting it. but to play and have ur line get selected without u in it, jus goes to show ur calibre. haha.

oh. not to mention. there's pbm exco. and Something about Melayu. Im writing the script for that and hopefully be able to get a role in the cast. hmm..

all in all. the holidays has been intimidating. one thing after another. no complete rest. i stay home and i sleep. there's the rest i get. i really love staying at home now. even if it bores me to hell. it's gonna be one long sem. sigh.

relationship wise. i know where i stand. dont keep asking me about a certain who. id rather have a gd friendship than anything in the world. even if i yearn to have that special someone. things are just better less complicated that way. yep.

maybe in a way im packing so much stuff to run from it all. maybe im not.

i just miss my friends whom i havent seen in a while. this has been a fairly long post. and im gonna be late. heh. cheerios. let me know wat u guys think.