current fav song: butch walker - mixtape
current book: rich dad, poor dad
current status: bored, annoyed, tired.

it's one thing to fall in love. it's another to get out of it.
i cant remember who said it (maybe george bernard shaw) but it was about the tragedy of the heart's desire. there are 2 in fact. one is to gain it. the other to lose it.

from my own reading, to gain ur heart's desire.. you will be losing all hope and energy devoted to getting it. i mean, look at it this way, everyone wants to be chased. no one wants the ups and downs of relationships. the dating phase. little or no obligations. no worries. bliss most of the time. that feeling u have when u meet that person. and the numerous hours spent jus to look good for jus a few short hours. aint it sweet? after that it's less care about the way u dress, the way u act and the way u react. so it's a bit of tragedy in itself.

well, the tragedy of losing it would be like trying to gain something that isnt yours. you get close to it. but it would never be urs. all you get is a light grasp and it pulls away from you, sometimes suddenly, sometimes not. or rather you can see it as you getting it and losing it all over again.

life's a wonder sometimes.

do friends play an important role in deciding who you can or cannot be with? i was jus thinking after watching eye for a guy 2. after denise felt the most chemistry both physicall and chemistry with shan but then, after consulting her best friends, she decided to kick him out of the game. i mean i would respect whatever my friend says, but it's like do i really have to? i mean im not condemning anyone literally here. i do take watever my gd frens do say about which girl im after, but sometimes it jus got a bit weird. like recently. *shrugs*

i guess in a way it's good.