The Space Between by Dave Matthews Band

You cannot quit me so quickly
There's no hope in you for me
No corner you could squeeze me
But I got all the time for you love

The space between
The tears we cry...
Is the laughter that keeps us coming back for more
The space between...
The wicked lies we tell and hope to keep safe from the pain

But will I hold you again

These fickle fuddled words confuse me
Like will it rain today
We waste the hours with talking, talking
These twisted games we’re playing

We’re strange allies
With warring hearts
What a wild eyed beast you be

The space between
The wicked lies we tell and hope to keep safe from the pain

But will I hold you again
Will I hold

Look at us spinning out in the madness of a roller coaster
You know you went off like the devil in the church
In the middle of a crowded room
All we can do my love
Is hope we don’t take this ship down

The space between
Where you smile and hide
Is where you’ll find me if I get to go

The space between
The bullets in our fire fight
Is where I’ll be hiding waiting for you
The rain that falls
Splashed in your heart
Ran like sadness down the window into your room

The space between
our wicked lies is
Where we hope to keep safe from pain

Take my hand
Cause we’re walking out of here
Right out of here
Love is all we need dear

The space between
What’s wrong and right
Is where you’ll find me hiding
Waiting for you

The space between
In your heart and mine
Is the space we’ll fill with time

The space between

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aptly said.

i fear the feeling of burnout just into the third week of the semester. ironically, the energizer award i got was just for show. im feeling the aftereffects of doing too much work with so little time. well, sorta. i jus needed a break before the hols started, which i didnt get. which is now why i am not working anymore. so much for europe. tt really bums me off. at least tuition pays. but not much.

a lot of things have been on my mind of late. i may not seem it, but im preoccupying a lot of things at the same time just to run away from it all. yep. that feeling. of falling. why? dont ask me. been too hurt too many times within recent months that i lost count how many days of sadness i had. probably all but that's not my point.

someone once asked me, or rather told me, that friendship would last all things, even if u were not close, something might jus happen and u are happen to be close at that period of time. friends come and go, but i think those that really stay those u should really cherish. cos most of the time, u take them for granted. even i do. those that do come and go, well.. they come to serve a purpose and leave once they are done.

so i have been asking myself of late. what is my purpose?

am i spinning into that abyss? can i really pick myself up and be the person i wanna be? i dont know. sometimes im doubtful. i know this is a little bit melodramatic but then again, since when i am not. i may be secretly grinning, but this heart is totally closed. trying to open it up again. but will it be hurt again? last time i did it, it wasnt such a nice experience. the feeling was good. yep. ur head in the clouds, everything else is forgotten. ur frens, family. if i were to live it all over again, the other path is always nice.

a few have had my back since day one. thanks. sometimes they jus listen to me and that drama that is my life. tt's what makes it interesting i say.

i fall easily.
i bruise easily.
save the fragile heart of mine.

someone asked me whether ive been in love. i dont think i have. i have been close. but not entirely close. but who can define love. raise ur hands and define love. love is subjective. love is a four letter word. love is overrated. jus like valentine's day.

this qn was asked. which would u choose, someone u love or someone who loves you?

right now, someone who loves me.

why?

i may not know how to love.
but dang, i sure do know how i want to be loved.

spend time with me
ask me out
remember the simple things
listen to my crap
make me smile

simple right? heh. some people make love such a complication.

*rolls eyes*
*grins*